My family watches this video every Halloween! (And I post it on my blog every year!) Love it. A great way to introduce Edgar Allen Poe to the kids!
Happy Halloween!




In case you were worried about me after yesterday's confession... I'm fine.
I think in going over the numbers it was a little emotional because I kind of forgot how much work went into this manuscript and how long ago I began it.
But it didn't bring me to tears, so that's a good thing and I don't regret how I came to this place. (Though, I've never been big on regret, so this isn't surprising to me.)
I guess seeing the journey written out felt a little tiring, but also, important. Important to know and maybe appreciate a little.
But I know a lot of you were concerned how I was/am feeling. No worries, I may have had my drama queen crown on yesterday, but I've taken it off today.
I think there was a part of me that was surprised to see how many times and how many versions I'd submitted!
I remember the first time a very favorite poet of mine told me it took him 122 times to have his first book published. I remember thinking, "If I can get my book published under 122 submissions, I'm doing well!"
I think another thing to consider is that is seems many times the second book is harder than the first. My first book was picked up
quite quickly, too quickly, I think.
One positive with the longer route to publication is I like having 5 years between books.
Anyway, thank you all for notes, good wishes, and good thoughts. It was interesting for me to see the details and share them with you. And I love the notes that appreciated my "tenacity," I'm currently referring to myself as Tenacious K.
So two new favorite adjectives people have used to describe me lately- tenacious & quirky. I'll take it!
Signed,
the quirky Tenacious K
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Jay Bates interviewing me & Annette Spaulding-Convy
Three of my favorite poets - Marjorie Manwaring, Kathleen Flenniken, & Susan Rich
I'll be trying out some new banners this week. I kind of like the banner I just did except for the advertisements from the place I created it on, but I guess that's fair.
I hope these changes don't bother your viewing pleasure, if they do, drop me a line. I just had to get rid of the giant smoking woman. I loved her, but she was enormous.
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Keywords: Patience, Woman at Work


Join us at Seattle's Richard Hugo House at 7 p.m. on October 8th for the River & Sound Review Radio show / Crab Creek Review reading featuring:
Madeline DeFrees & Anne McDuffie
Joannie Stangeland
Kate Lebo
Ann Batchelor Hursey
Admission is free and the new issue of Crab Creek Review will available for $8.
The Hugo House Cafe will be open with drinks and snacks for your convenience.
Jay Bates will be doing an incredible radio show!
Looking forward to seeing you there!

I've been thinking about how much creativity surrounds us as kids and how much we embrace it growing up. We not only color with crayons, but we melt them in the driveway to see what happens.
But as the older us appears, these experiments become lost in the world of jobs and mortgages. We are no longer the demon girl in braids and bows with our box of crayolas, but the ice prince or princess in our four-door sedan with our pennies, dimes, and nickels sorted out in our change holder.
This summer, I did a lot of physical outside stuff-- mountain biking, camping, hiking, gardening, kayaking, flipping over while kayaking, swimming--and it's been harder to get back into writing this fall. I think this happens with our creativity as we grow up, we forget to use it. We begin to buy what's in-style to fit in. We look, speak, move like the people around us. We forgot to practice our creativity, but instead life becomes about fitting in, being liked, getting a job, paying bills. Not being ourselves, but being like everyone else.
For the last 7 years, I've been on a different path and sometimes it's hard. I don't have the standard line to tell people when they ask what I do. If you ask what I do, please be ready to spend at least 5 minutes with me to go deeper, because I don't have a one sentence summary. I'm not sure I ever will.
So in certain ways, I'm very creative, but in other ways, color me vanilla. I am thinking about how to look at the world differently to find and follow my own vision of what's right. To make my own path, not follow a path. And to make sure I'm thinking for myself and not just going along with the crowd.
And this is where my writing practice comes in, when I'm not writing, I tend to lose that creative part that I value so highly. I not only don't experiment with words, but I don't experiment with life.
Writing is Healthy Fun, the ad should say. Any time of creating. We become small gods when we bring something new into the world. So today, I'm asking myself how I fit in and how I don't and to make sure my choices are intentional and not just because I wasn't paying attention. What can you notice today that you haven't before?
Here's mine--
While brushing my teeth, I realized Tartar control can be RatRat control if you read "tartar" backwards. It's small, but it made my morning routine slightly more interesting and fresh today.
What can you see differently in the world today?
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